1heartapart (1heartapart) wrote in dharmapoets,

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giving up as you wish

I gave up on controlling my emotions
Even with the promises
Of my hearts devotion
Even when I had those prescriptions
I avoided it for following addictions
Convincing myself
I had made the right choice
And blocking out
My continence’s voice
I ran away from responsibility
And ignored all that was said to be good for me
Even when my heart was saying it was right
My mind convinced me to put up a fight
Though I thought I was happy
Didn’t mean it was the truth
Almost just like
When you said I could trust you
Ironically that in all reality
That may have been the trigger
To my immorality
If only you knew how to face this truth
I wouldn’t suffer dying and revolting you
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